Knowing this life is temporal, how can I worry? The afterlife most don't believe in, spirits in eternity. So much is misinterpreted, tho we think we know, we truly don't. There are many mansions in my father's house...are you building yours for the afterlife or for this temporary life which passes in a twinkling of an eye?
Know that you are loved no matter your troubles or that which you do. We create our own hells and heavens, which do you choose, happiness within - that peace that surpasses all understanding ie no matter how things look on the outside? Or happiness dependent from without - tossed and turned at every whim with no inner happiness and peace through thick and thin?
What is it to struggle, what is it to sacrifice? What is unselfishness? What is true agape love? Why do we hide? Why do we shut down and close up our hearts? This is so temporary then you pass on to the otherside of the veil, the afterlife. If only we knew the heartache that can bring when we don't come to understand all of life and the hereafter before passing.
Do you long to belong, to be loved without judgement? Who doesn't, right? But to trust again!? WTF!? How can we when we've been hurt, betrayed so badly that we're afraid to open up again?
Life is challenging, constantly changing, are you going to let your thoughts beat you down over it or are you going to choose different thoughts to ponder instead? It won't change your life over night, a week, a month, a year, no it won't but you'd be planting seeds for growth...patience my dear ones, patience.
This too shall pass...you are all loved beyond your imagination...many are around you loving you, in anticipation for you to open wide your hearts to all that is possible, even to that which seems impossible.