Saturday, August 5, 2017

Thoughts by Denise

Knowing this life is temporal, how can I worry? The afterlife most don't believe in, spirits in eternity. So much is misinterpreted, tho we think we know, we truly don't. There are many mansions in my father's house...are you building yours for the afterlife or for this temporary life which passes in a twinkling of an eye?

Know that you are loved no matter your troubles or that which you do. We create our own hells and heavens, which do you choose, happiness within - that peace that surpasses all understanding ie no matter how things look on the outside? Or happiness dependent from without - tossed and turned at every whim with no inner happiness and peace through thick and thin?

What is it to struggle, what is it to sacrifice? What is unselfishness? What is true agape love? Why do we hide? Why do we shut down and close up our hearts? This is so temporary then you pass on to the otherside of the veil, the afterlife. If only we knew the heartache that can bring when we don't come to understand all of life and the hereafter before passing.

Do you long to belong, to be loved without judgement? Who doesn't, right? But to trust again!? WTF!? How can we when we've been hurt, betrayed so badly that we're afraid to open up again?

Life is challenging, constantly changing, are you going to let your thoughts beat you down over it or are you going to choose different thoughts to ponder instead? It won't change your life over night, a week, a month, a year, no it won't but you'd be planting seeds for growth...patience my dear ones, patience.

This too shall are all loved beyond your imagination...many are around you loving you, in anticipation for you to open wide your hearts to all that is possible, even to that which seems impossible. 

Poem by Denise

Open heart, open mind

Vulnerability isnt a crime

Why fear anything at all

When its all temporal time

Loving others, nonjudgment

Being yourself no matter what

Looks of other's judgment, so what

Dont let that stop your ultimate rhyme

Step into pace with your soul

It knows you better than the whole

Life is too short to pass it by

Let yourself open up heart and mind

And see how far beyond you will fly

My Personal AstroReflections - Prenatal Eclipses being activated by August Lunar & Solar Eclipses

If you were born after the 8/6/71 LE & 8/20/71 SE and before the 1/16/72 SE, this month's eclipses may affect you if they are conjunct or opposite your Sun &/or Moon. Maybe even square or tine your luminaries, you will have to feel that for yourself. My Sun is trine to this SE & my progressed Mars is also trine it. I can honestly say that I've been feeling more courageous since July but that's not necessarily due to the up-coming SE. There are other factors astrologically as well as my own personal growth & healing over the last several years at play.

I'm not a professional astrologer but am a student of and I do other research using astrology. The prenatal eclipses I've only learned of recently. From what I've read most people are not affected by them. In reflecting back, I see that these ones this year will affect me as did the previous ones in 1998.

My prenatal lunar & solar eclipses are being activated this month by the transiting lunar and solar eclipses. The last time this area was activated fReligious in Aug of 1998. My dad & one of his co-workers were in the idea phase of a new start-up company for web design & development. The idea blossomed and the domain name for the company was registered in Dec 98.
In 1999 my dad & his partner asked me to come sell websites and that's what I did. This was my most fun & enjoyable job. I was very good at sales and later known as "the tenacious one" for landing the company seed money for another awesome project we were working on. That led the company being moved to Santa Clara, California. I stayed in Washington and worked from home until my 2nd husband was offered a job in Palo Alto. We then packed up and moved to Cali...only to return back home 3-4 months later (my husband wasn't ready for big city living & things at my dad's company were slowly starting to fall apart).

The company ended, it was a bad deal but life moved on...

So now, fast-forward to this month's eclipses, I'm excited for this opportunity presented before me. I've personally & spiritually grown leaps and bounds just in these last several years so I'm way more focused and see more than I did last time. If I had the wisdom I do now back then, I'd have intervened with what was going down with the company but I was very naive and shallow back in those days.
What I'm doing now is a lot of research, mostly astrological but also other research projects.

One area of research happens to be the U.S.A. chart around historical transits of Uranus. Another is around the Poles, Polar Expiditions and Astronomy - which includes looking at the ancient views of our universe. I also research spirituality/religion/pseudo-science and the like.

I've done a LOT of personal healing and desire to share with others - SE in my 3rd house communication/Leo creativity.

Areas of healing are:
Emotional Trauma
Mother (me)/Child (mine)

Maybe my sharing will help others in their own healing. I've made some huge mistakes that have impacted my children of which we are in the healing process, thankfully. I'm now a grandma and about to have my 2nd grandchild within a month.

So, I'd love to make a career out of my studies and research, maybe write a book or two someday, and/or other such ways of communicating with inspiration.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016


Where are you in your awakening, self-realization or evolution?

Whether it's spiritual or not we are all changing from outside in.
I say outside in 
as we are usually looking outside of ourselves, until we start looking within.

I am awake and embracing life in my own unique way, though I
honestly was not loving life outside my own peace bubble when I first

This took some time for me as it may for you. This too shall pass.
If it doesn't, that's ok too.

There is always balance in the Universe. 

Thursday, April 21, 2016

From Within...

From within, I bring forth
I am alone, therefore I bring forth
This is my creation, Do I like what I see? 
If not make those changes that benefit me for the All -who are the other beings of not myself?
Nothing is outside/separate from myself ergo my only need/to-do list is to go withing - be me.

Knowing this, there is nothing to teach, learn, heal outside my very own self. 
IT IS ONLY ME - all other apparitions are aspects of me - ie like me playing an RPG.
There is no one to pray to when there is no separation.

Friday, April 15, 2016

Virtual Reality

It's like we're all walking around wearing virtual reality glasses, interacting with our imaginations, while using the body to experience through our senses all the many things to experience here in this dual or polar world. How else can you experience something other than love? You can't. 

Have fun. 
Live, laugh, love. 

Love yourself, your Divine Self and be true to yourself always, in all ways. Embrace the shadow and all will be well. Let life flow and unfold.

Thursday, April 14, 2016

Starting my Blog here Back up...

As you read through old and new posts you will most likely see what you might call contradictions, depending on where you are in life...they are paradoxes as I am paradoxical. Is that a word? Don't know, don't mind if it isn't as words are very limiting anyways. I am who I am and am where I am and nothing more, nothing less. I love to worship, be unconventional, expand in ideas, study jyotish & numerology, writing randomly since I cant write sanely without it driving me insane.

I'll have guest blogs on here and will share blogs I come across that get my ideas across without the need to reinvent the wheel. Everything here is freely given. I'll be shining some light on the dreaded 6th, 8th & 12th houses, Scorpio, Saturn and Mars. I love all deities, ascended masters, angels, gods, and many more while embracing the yin and yang of ourselves and the universe. Some writings will make more sense than others and always feel free to comment. I'll be sharing some YouTube videos as well.

I love variety so you will see many different things between these 4 subjects: Life in General; Jyotish/Numerology; My Views on Spiritual/Religious/Philosophical/Scientific type stuff; Humor of the Mind (my mind mostly lol) which all 4 will include other's thoughts and ideas on these things. By the way, I had a much better script thought out a few days ago but this way truly keeps me authentic as I am my own worst critic. Oh, and in case you are wondering what the heck I do believe in, I believe in everything and nothing. Don't ask unless you really wanna go down that rabbit hole.