From Within...

From within, I bring forth

I am alone, therefore I bring forth

This is my creation, Do I like what I see? 

If not make those changes that benefit me for the All -who are the other beings of not myself?
Nothing is outside/separate from myself ergo my only need/to-do list is to go withing - be me.

Knowing this, there is nothing to teach, learn, heal outside my very own self. 

IT IS ONLY ME - all other apparitions are aspects of me - ie like me playing an RPG.
There is no one to pray to when there is no separation.

Virtual Reality

It's like we're all walking around wearing virtual reality glasses, interacting with our imaginations, while using the body to experience through our senses all the many things to experience here in this dual or polar world. How else can you experience something other than love? You can't. 

Play. 

Have fun. 

Live, laugh, love. 

Love yourself, your Divine Self and be true to yourself always, in all ways. Embrace the shadow and all will be well. Let life flow and unfold.

Starting my Blog here Back up...

As you read through old and new posts you will most likely see what you might call contradictions, depending on where you are in life...they are paradoxes as I am paradoxical. Is that a word? Don't know, don't mind if it isn't as words are very limiting anyways. I am who I am and am where I am and nothing more, nothing less. I love to worship, be unconventional, expand in ideas, study jyotish & numerology, writing randomly since I cant write sanely without it driving me insane.

I'll have guest blogs on here and will share blogs I come across that get my ideas across without the need to reinvent the wheel. Everything here is freely given. I'll be shining some light on the dreaded 6th, 8th & 12th houses, Scorpio, Saturn and Mars. I love all deities, ascended masters, angels, gods, and many more while embracing the yin and yang of ourselves and the universe. Some writings will make more sense than others and always feel free to comment. I'll be sharing some YouTube videos as well.

I love variety so you will see many different things between these 4 subjects: Life in General; Jyotish/Numerology; My Views on Spiritual/Religious/Philosophical/Scientific type stuff; Humor of the Mind (my mind mostly lol) which all 4 will include other's thoughts and ideas on these things. By the way, I had a much better script thought out a few days ago but this way truly keeps me authentic as I am my own worst critic. Oh, and in case you are wondering what the heck I do believe in, I believe in everything and nothing. Don't ask unless you really wanna go down that rabbit hole.

Love is Colorful

I want to write to the world that all is well, all is love in its own unique way. Through us is expressed love in colorful ways. To speak from the heart without worry in mind, no cares of the world's chaos at hand. Love is the answer but don't forget, it comes in many colors from white to black. Energy all around us some high, some low, though energy it only is and nothing more. I've been to the nothingness and now I'm back, decided to play the game, as I just wanna have fun! Life is a blessing in all its colorful ways, meant to be treasured as the miracle it really is. How we love or own children no matter their ways, so the Divine's love is so much the same. 

~Denise 5/13/15

I am a Crazy One ~ Unlimited

I am a Crazy One
Who believes in my Dream
Different as it may seem
Lovely as it is
Scary doth it gets
Yet still I march on
To my own tune will I Be
Be Me
Becoming Who I Really Am
Never look back
Keep forging forward
There is more in store
Than your mind can occur
Unlimited

~Denise 4/2/14

Why Not YOU? Why Not Change Your Direction?

If you knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that you could change your life, would you? If No, why not??

I knew I could but didn't believe I could for the longest time. My Higher Self kept shining a light in my direction yet I ignored it for years, years I could have used to get where I am now...wasted time but that is OK!

Thankfully I did finally see that light and follow the line it lead me to, nothing spiritual at first as I had already left my faith years before after studying myself out of it. But then it became spiritual and I'm glad.

Want to work with someone who has been there, still growing, transparent and honest? Let me know and I can either work with you myself, or help you find the right match.

Need free stuff, no problem, I have plenty of freebies for you! I will also chat with you to see if I am a fit for you to work with :)

LET'S DO THIS!!

Poop Balls...Small Spaces & Dogs

What are poop balls and why and I writing about them today?

Over this last week I have been finding, what I call poop balls, on my bed. The second time I found one I told my lil girly that if I find another one she was off the bed for the day...she has been a good girly...until today.

At first my egoic self wanted to get mad and angry, scream at and then kick (jj) the dog, but I remained calm after raising my voice to her and booted her outside. She is grounded to the floor - actually I let her be in the chair we happen to have been given...ergo she is very lucky we even have a chair in this space.

So, I picked it up, threw it in the toilet and just BUSTED OUT LAUGHING to myself!! I realized that this "was" (not is) my life! But "is" many other's lives or at least an aspect of it. Let me enlighten you folks - we drag around poop balls daily!! I mean really, think about it...when we have bad self talk whether directly or indirectly (about us or about our outside circumstance/situation) we ARE DROPPING POOP BALLS on ourselves!

When this hit me I was like, I gotta blog this! Do you keep finding or giving yourself poop balls? It has been so liberating and freeing to be rid of my poop balls, and you too can be rid of yours.

Yes, we live in a very small space with 2 dogs, the kids are grown and on their own, yea! But I am so very thankful, even when my ego may try to butt in, that I am no longer homeless or trying to fight winter in an RV, lol! When my ego arises to the occasion to belittle or judge I start blessing everything in sight, no matter what it looks like. I Am That. I love this statement as it reminds me who I really am and also brings my mind back to the present when it has wondered off.

My quest is to help you and touch peoples lives that resonate with me. Always go by your own intuition and with what resonates for you - best advice my teacher gave me.

Yall have a Blessed Day and Blessed Life :)

Here is a pic of me and my lil girly, Rosie, ok she is actually older but a small dog still, nonetheless.